Today was a difficult day for some reason. More difficult for me than for Vinny. We only got out for a short trip to a local park - to swing and to have other 5 year olds fawn over us.
But then we were home. Rolling around on the floor or eating or napping or crying or being comforted or whining or being entertained or bathing or reading books. And all this was before I started my actual job, which I am currently in the middle of and will continue to do well into the night.
Today felt very lonely. Even though I had a cute little boy to spend it with. I remember before I had a baby, I also felt very lonely at times. Everyone said to have a baby, and then I would have an instant circle of friends. That certainly wasn't the reason I had Vinny, but after I found out I was pregnant I did think that it might be a lovely by product. But we are 7 months into this and it appears that I still am at a loss for someone to call to go for a walk, or to meet for a quick coffee.
So it was a bit of a lonely day.
That's normal. To feel lonely sometimes. Right?
As soon as I am in Vienna, you call me anytime :-)
ReplyDeleteYes this is normal... but I'm still sad you can't call me for coffee!!!
ReplyDeleteMelanie